Thursday, December 2, 2010

~ s.0.u.L ~

assalammualaikum....
hy!!
stlh bpe3 ari cuti dr mnulis
so,today
im back!!!!!!!
huhuhuhuhuh
bpe3 ari cuti ni jgk
aku mnfaat kn gn berpk
heheeheheehe
nk tau ape yg aku pk?????
cntinue mbce yeee
:)

ape yg aku pk kn????
mmmmmmmmm
honestly
terlalu bnyk yg aku pk kn
tp
yg aku nk share gn korg ari ni ialah
jwpn kpd soalan yg da lme bertenggek dlm kepala aku ni ha
stlh pk pny pk
finally
aku dpt gak jwpn nyeeee

soul
ape yg soul????
i lost my soul
tu jwpn nye
soalan nye????
" np aku cm ni "
pning ea kowg bce???
huhuhuhu

mcm ni story nye...............
spt yg kowg xtau
aku student tourism
n aku gak
ex-student law
wlpn juz asasi law
it still law
n
I LOVE LAW
but
ncib bkn tok aku nk cntinue law
even aku lyak nk cntinue law gn cgpa aku
tp
result muet yg x melayak kn aku
byg kn kowg da half way nk capai dream kowg
tp kowg kne stop coz 1 stupid reason that is muet
damn!!!
it suck n so suck
I HATE MUET
oleh sbb kne gak cntinue gn kos yg ln
aku pn merancang3 la mcm3 kos ln yg nk aku plih
xde 1 pn yg le beat law
mean
xde 1 pn wt aku tertarik
hmmmmmm
nk memudah kn idop aku yg serba sush ni
aku pn mcri la kos yg x perlu blaja nombor
coz
aku bodoh gila bile dtg bab nombor3 ni
I HATE NUMBER
huhuhhuhuu
so
aku ltk la toursim as 1 of d kos dlm plihan tu
n
i got it!!
but
I HATE IT!!!!
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
itu la mslh terbesar nye
oleh sbb xske
sume nye jadi x kne
maybe blja kt shah alam tu impian aku dlu
tp
sbb aku xske kos tu
bile aku dtg shah alam
xde rse pape
happy pn x
sedih pn x
nothing
kosong
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
tiap kli cte sal stdy aku msti sedih
sbb
aku xpat ape yg aku nk,tht is law
aku rse aku adlh manusia bodoh sbb aku x pat cntinue law
aku rse cm tercmpak kt dunia yg sgt3 bkn aku bile aku jejak kaki kt faculty 2
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
this is my problem
LAW IS ALWAYS BE MY LOVE
dun say that im not do anything to be ok
it juz to0 hard
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm


aku ajar diri aku tok ske gak kos tu
aku ajar diri aku yg tourism tu best coz t pat jln3
aku ajar diri aku yg tourism n aku sgt la pdan coz aku ske p jln3
aku ajar diri aku yg Allah bg aku kos ni coz Dia tau yg aku x mampu lau aku cntinue law
aku ajar diri aku yg ni la rezeki aku
then
slowly
aku le trime yg law bkn tok aku
:'(
but
it doesn't mean i love tourism
it juz i can accpet that law is not 4 me

then
aku try plak to love tourism
try ske sume subjek nye
ske sume lcturer nye
ske kwn3 kt clas tu
but
i failed
jgn tny ape yg aku blaja 4 d whole sem ni
coz
i know nothing
aku p clas
tp
aku bkn kt class
aku bce bku
tp
xde 1 baris ayat pn aku le igt
aku wt asgmnt
tp
juz nk anta n present,bkn tok marks
aku try kwn gn sume
tp
they r to0 diffrent
believe me
i try very hard
but its not success
coz it wasn't me

4 d whole sem
aku lost everything
especially
myself
i know
it wasn't me when i was there
aku salu pk
np aku cm ni
np aku jd cm ni
there is no answer
till
yesterday
aku br sedar
aku lost jiwe aku
the most important thing yg akn idop kn aku
aku ilg tu

maybe jiwe aku pegi saing gn law tu
they juz leave me
tinggal kn hny aku
hmmmmmm
so what can i do????
i dun know
hmmmm
i'll try to find back my soul
n
bring it back 4 the nxt sem
hope aku berjaya
coz
aku sgt3 perlukn ia
tok twos success kt cni
tok love tourism ni
tok aku survive kt shah alam ni
 
dear my soul
plz come back
i do really3 need u here
be with me
n
be by my side
 
dear my soul
plz come back
coz i need myself back
i need u to complete me
i need me
 
dear my soul
plz come back
i need u to be success
i need u to be great as before
i need u to be shining like before
i do really need u
to be me like before
 
dear my soul
plz
plz come back
plz
come back to me









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