~ t.E.t.A.p.~

tetap dlm ingatan

tetap dlm hati

msih

tetap dirindui

malah akan

tetap disayangi

:'(

~ m.Y.t.H.o.P.h.O.b.I.a.~

assalammualaikum

hy kwn3

:)

ari ni clas kul 2.30pm

so le la mgupdate blog jp

huhuuhuhu

ari ni sy nk share gn kowg3 sume tentng

MYTHOPHOBIA

sy seorg yg mythophobia

haaaaaa

cm plik3 r tu

huhuhu

mythophobia ialah takot kepada penipuan

so

SAYA TAKOT GN PENIPU N TIPU N PENIPUAN

sgale adik beradik yg berkaitan gn tipu ni sume sy takot

:(

bkn takot ckit3 tp da cmpai thp phobia

:(

cian kn sy??

:'(

np jd cm tu?????

sbb

asik3 kne tipu jer

tgk owg menipu

ditipu

menipu

penipu

haaaaaaaa

tu yg jd phobia cm ni

:(

rsenye

lau aniz nk jd penipu skg ni

mybe sy akn jd penipu yg plg terror kot

sbb

bnyk sgt trick menipu yg sy da pnh kne

da pnh tgk

da pnh dgr

:(

efek phobia ni pd sy?????

amat3 la nyusahkn

sbb

sy da xle nk trust owg

apetah ag owg tu kite br knl

sume yg die wt akn menimbulkn keraguaan pd sy

oh my god!!

twok kn???

:(

oleh sbb mythophobia ni

sy jd cm sgt3 marah

bile sy rse ade unsur3 penipuan owg ln terhdp sy

:(

we learn from the past rite????

haaaaaaa

mslh nye

this is wht i learn from my past

'dun trust anybody'

:(

sush nyee

bkn xnk try to believe

but

automaticcally jd cm tu

jd cm sgt3 berhati3

coz tkot kne tipu

:(

hmmmmmm

even mr.boyfie pn sy sush nk trust

:(

kdg3 sy trust die

tp

t msti sy akn rse wory sgt

tkot kne tipu

:(

even

xde r nmpk cm die menipu

but i still think that

sy x ptot trust die sgt

:(

coz sy takot

:'(

hmmmmmmmmmmmm

tau x cm ne nk ilgkn MYTHOPHOBIA ni???????

hmmmmmm

:'(

~ R.i.N.d.U d.I.a.~

assalammualaikum

hy kwn3

hmmm

cm rmai je kwn3 tu ek

bile nye tah followers nk bertmbh ni??

adoiiii

huhuhu

hmmmmmmmmmm

:'(

rindu die sgt3

xtau nk xplain cm ne thp kerinduaan tu

:'(

haaaaa

aniz bkn rindu kt mr boyfie ok

cop!!

actually rindu die jgk

heheh

tp yg ni

ag worse dr rindu kt mr boyfie

hmmmmmmmm

i miss ayah so much

:'(

kowg msti xpnh rse cm ne rse nye bile kte mis kt sum1 n kte xdpt lpskn rse mis tu

kn?????

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

sgt3 seksa

nk dgr sore pn xdpt

ape tah ag ygk muke

gelak ktwa

grau snda

sume ny xde

:'(

ayah

awe rindu sgt

:'(

lau dlu awe salu tpn ayah

o

awe miscal je

ayah da tau nk cal blik

tp skg???

xde da

tiap kli tpn

yg dgr hny sore ibu,adik o abg jer

:'(

awe rindu bile awe blik jb t ayah amik awe kt bustop kipmart

tp skg????

xde da

awe kne nek teksi

:'(

awe rindu bile awe sakit ayah tlg picit

:'(

awe rindu nk cte3 gn ayah

:'(

rindu time kite jln3 kt danga o bndar 1 family

:'(

rindu nk mam same3

:'(

rindu keaadaan bile dgr bunyi moto ayah blik kje,kteorg sume kalot3 kms uma

:'(

rindu nk gado3 gn ayah

:'(

rindu nk dgr ayah bebel sal soh awe jimat

:'(

rindu nk peluk n cium ayah ag

:'(

ayah

awe rindu ayah

:'(

al-fatihah

:'(



~ m.R b.O.y.F.i.E. ~

assalammualaikum

elo3 n hy3 kwn3

huhuhuhu

kelip3 tgk tittle entry ea?????

heheheh

haaa

btol la tu

btol la ape yg kowg pk tu

hehehe

;)

a bit late aku nk share bnde ni gn kowg

ceh!! mcm misz nina n noh je ek nk men3 announce3

hehehehehe

tp

ape slh nye lau share kn??

coz bnyk gak yg aku share gn kowg

ni pn tersnrai dlm list nk share

heheheheh

so

lets cntinue reading!!!

1st of all

mr boyfie ni x pernah ade dlm mne3 entry b4 ni

so

thts mean

die bkn la 'kamu' n bkn juge 'die yg gntleman'

huhuhu

so tok yg pnh mbce entry3 ni msti kowg tau

tok yg x pnh bce

p la bce

hehehe

7/1/2011

tu date declaration kmi

huhuhu
mse time purpose tu
mr boyfie ckp cm ni gn aku
"u,i nk seyes gn u le x???"
"lau i seyes gn u,u jgn curang bole x??"
n
terkuo la unexpected answer dr aku
"bole"
hehehehehehe

so sgt3 la bru

br je 1mgu lbh

so far

ok la

hehehehe

but now

mr boyfie ni kt bangkok

so

kindda mis him

hehehehe

nuthin much to say sal mr boyfie ni

biala rasie3 dlu ea

hehehehe

cme few things yg le ckp ialah

mr boyfie ni

sgt cute!!

hahahhah

n

he's kind a person yg sng ckp sowi o admit lau die wt slh

n

he's nice

n

mr boyfie salu pesan cm ni

"jgn boros k"

heheheheheeh

xtau la dr mne die tau yg aku ni mmg superb boros

heheheh

ok dear!!

i'll try!

hehe

haaa

msti cm wondering3 kn

cpe la nme real

mr boyfie ni

o

cm ne la rupe die kn??

heheheh

ok

nme mr boyfie sy ni

hairil rizal

:)

rupe die???

cm ni

ops!! sowi dear i stole ur pic

hehehehe

:)

ok

lau nmpk di mne3 jgn tegur ok!!!

especially di jb

hehehe

so

itu je kot

:)

to mr boyfie

lik cpt3

i miss u

:)

huhuhu

;)

c u ujg bln ni yee

huhu

:)

 

~h.M.2.2.1.2.a.~

assalammualaikum...

ha

msti cm plik3 kn bile kowg tgk tittle entry ni??

tok yg da sgt3 familiar

gud la

yg tok cm x pnh nk dgr o nk tau tu

ni la class aniz tok sem ni!!

heheheh

hmmmm

b4 stat nk cte

ari ni

aniz mmg nk post bnyk3 entry

sbb

mmg da lme gile off writing blog ni

lau ade nuff nag,mmg le bnkrupt la

kn cik vna????

hehehehee

so

owg ln sume stat clas on 3rd of january

tp aniz

meng"exception"kn dri sndri

nek 1 week late dr yg ln

haaaaa

cop3

bkn ske3 ok

tp

sbb ayah aniz br je meninggal on 2nd of january

so

10hb ari tu br la aniz p clas

:)

oleh sbb sem ni da dok luo

so

aniz p class gn qila

merempit

no more bus T604 o T603

heheheh

ok

bile blik3 je kwn3 sume hidgkn gn cte

yg clasmate da bnyk berubh

da smkin ok

so

bgus la!!!

n

terhidg juge cte ade lectr ncem yg ajar kteorg

huhuh

so

nk jgk la tgk bpe pnye ncem lectr tu

hehehehe

x gatai ok!!

nk tgk je la

huhuhuhu

ade jgk cte yg most of lectr sem ni garang gile o cerewet gle

huhuhuhu

so

nk jgk tgk la cm ne rupe mereke

huhuhu

haaa

n sem ni jgk la

aniz blaja law blik!!!

sbb silibus sem ni ade subjek law

x saba sei!!!

hehehhe

ok!!

hri yg di nanti tlh tibe

jeng jeng jeng

1st day p clas

2.30pm sharp aniz cmpai clas

tibe3!!

boom!!

lectr tu mara

kte kmi dtg lmbt

bile aniz tgk jam br je 2.30

ape yg lmbt nyeee???????

hello sir!!!

u yg dtg awl ok???

n

u yg slh schedule ok???

hahahahahaha

ok fine!!

btol kte mereke

lectr x best

hehe

2nd day

huhuhuhu

sbjek lctr ncem

x saba ni nk tgk sir tu

hehhehe

n

wow!!!

btol la

ncem sei sir ni

hehehehehehehehehehehe

x gatai ok!!

tgk je..

:p

haaa

lps je sbjek lectr ncem ni

dpt plak

lectr yg garang

adoi

seyes gile minah ni

ops!!!

puan KP

jgn mara n dismiss i ok

tp u mmg garang gile

cool down k

t cpt tue lau asik mara jer

hehehehehe

3rd day

schedule yg sme yg 2nd day

so

story yg lbih kurg sme la

cme on this 3rd day

sir ncem wt soklan spontan

when it comes to my turn

die tny

"ha,ade bf x???

adoi sir....

np msti soklan ni?????

hahahaha

adakah sbb aku asik pndg die je dr awl clas td??

jeng jeng jeng

hahahahahahahhhaahahah

4th day

yaey!!!

blaja law!!!

best3

adrenalin bergerak selaju yg bole

sbb??

xcited sei!!!!

heeheheheheheh

n

huhuhuhu

mis cerewet pny clas

adoi!!!

5th day

clas jepun

huhuhu

sir india yg ajar

huhuh

he's bias

dun really like him even die ajar jpun sng nk phm

sir!!

if u think that japan n jpanese is great

why dun u live there?????

hahahahahahah!!!

so that was the 1 week story bout my class

overall was ok la

hahahaha

ya

clasmate ade improvement ckit r

even ade jgk r yg nk men perang3

haahhah

lectr??

most of them

xbest!!

hahahaahahahaah

yg best nye

im back 2 d old me!!!

yeay!!

mission berjye!!!

hehheheheheeh

:)



~ d.E.a.R a.Y.a.H ~

:'(

ayah!!

ayahhh!!!!

np x sahut???????

np xde denyut jntung??????

ya allah

np amik ayah????????

hmmmmmmmmmmmmm

ayah

hari yg k-15 da ayah tinggal kn kteorg

hmmmmmmm

aman x ayah kt sne??????

hmmmmmmmmmmmm

awe rindu ayah

:'(

msih aku igt ptg tu

1/1/2011

wktu aku liht ayah msih bernyawe

:'(

msih aku igt pndangan ayah tu

:'(

ayah

itu ke pndangan akhir dr mate ayah????

ayah tau ea ayah nk tinggal kn kteorg???

sbb tu ayah pndang je awe ptg tu ea????

np x ckp gn awe pape???

np ayah diam jer????

np ayah cume tgk jer???????

:'(

pagi plg bersejarah dlm idop aku

6.12am

2/1/2011

ibu cal dr hspital

 "awe,ayah da xde"

ibu tipu!!!!!

awe x cye!!!

msti ibu panic

ayah pngsan je tu

sumpah aku xnk percye ibu pg tu

aku nk tgk sndri keadaan ayah

6.40am

aku cmpai kt wad 5c hospital sultan ismail

ya allah!!!!!

ayah ke dlm balutan kain putih tu??????????????

x!!!

imposibble!!!

bile aku bukak kain putih tu

ya allah!!!

ayah!

aku peluk ayah

aku cium die

aku kejut die bgn

tp ayah diam jer

aku tekap telinge kt dada ayah

xde!!

xde da bunyi degup jntung

:'(

ya allah

np amik ayah skg????

np x sembuh kn pyakit ayah??????

ayah!!!

np ayah x kuat???

np tinggal kn kteorg skg??????

:'(

hmmmmmmmmmmmm

x sangke

ayah pesan ari tu sbb mmg ayah nk tinggal kn kteorg

np la ayah x tunggu???

awe x bg pape ag kt ayah

awe nk ayah tgk awe grad

np ayah x tunggu????

awe nk yg nikah kn awe

np ayah x tunggu??

:'(

ayah

awe rindu ayah

ibu msti ag rindu kt ayah

daniel pn,msti die rindu kt ayah

abg pn yah,die rindu ayah

:'(

aku bkn x redha ayah pegi

ya allah

aku redha dgn takdir aku

aku tau mmg ajal maut ayah da cmpai

cme

yg aku ralat

sakit die

org yg bg

:'(

ya allah

berilah blasan setimpal pd mereke ya allah

lau ayah ampun kn mereke

aku x ampun kn mereke

aku sentiasa tgu mereke terime balasan mereke

aku percya

allah maha mengetahui n maha adil

akn ade bhgn kowg nt!!

hmmmmmmmm

:'(

ayah

senyum,mara,bising,ketawe,bebel

xkn pernah awe lupe

n

skg,itu yg plg awe rindu

:'(

ayah

maaf lau ayh sakit awe x jge ayah elok3

cme

awe x sanngup nk lyn ayah cm owg sakit

awe jd sayu

tp

awe syg ayah sgt

ayah

ampunkn awe

slme awe idop

x terkire dosa awe pd ayah

ayah

ampunkn awe

:'(

hmmmmmmmmm

rse cm xcye ayah da pegi tinggalkn kteorg

:'(

ayah

ini sja untukmu yg awe mampu beri

n yg awe akn selalu beri

AL-FATIHAH

BUATMU AYAH

MOHAMED SAPIN BIN SUYUT

:'(

(kwn3,assalammualaikum...maaf xde salam td..aniz x mampu nk tulis bnyk3 tntg ayah..x mampu nk ngis....ni jer yg dpt aniz tulis...lau fre,sedekah kn la ayah aniz al-fatihah ye... :'(...rse cm xcye sbb skg kne sedekah kn fatihah tok ayah sendri....kowg..smentare kowg ade ayah ni,hrgai la ayah kowg...believe me,u will be so empty without a person who u call as AYAH...so empty... :'(.....)