Saturday, April 30, 2011

~P.e.L.i.K.~

assalammualaikum
haa
br tol ejaan
maf la sbb entry yg lps aku pny ejaan salam ni salh
huhu
n
hy kwn3
hehe

hmmm
actually bnde yg aku nk tulis ni aku da pnh gone through da
cme rse cm terpanggil nk komen coz td mmbce
1 of my fren pny blog psl bnde ni
ape bnde nye???

bnde nye ialah
aku pelik btol np lelaki sng cri pengganti???
wahai sang lelaki
answer plzzzzzzz

plik sgt la
coz cm ne dowg le buang gn cepat je 
 ape yg dowg pnh share gn kite tu
like perasaan syg,memory sme3,cm3 la
sekejap je dowg le ade gf ln
x cmpai 2 minggu break 
da ade awek ln
x cmpai 3 ari break da le ckp love you kt pmpn ln
plik tol la aku

whai lelaki
kowg  tau x yg 2 minggu lps break yg time kowg ade awek tu
ex-gf kowg stil lg ngis ari3 tiap3 mlm
apetah ag lau br 3 ari kn?

ok fine lau pd kowg wt pe nk pk coz da jd ex-gf
or
wt pe nk pk sdgkn da break
or
kish ape,sbb ex-gf kowg yg mntk break
ok fine

but cbe pk jp
kowg sng je lpekn perasaan syg kowg tu
cpt je perasaan syg kowg tu p kt pmpn ln
xnmpk k cm ade sumthing wrong gn perasaan kowg sbnr nye??
sedangkn kowg da bcinta gn ex kowg tu da lbh dr 1thn
mybe da 3 o 4thn
np syg yg kowg pupuk dlm mse 1 o 2 thn ni
le ilang dlm mse 2 minggu o 2 bln??

ok fine 
lau kowg kte tu takdir
mmg tu takdir
xd cpe le hlg kn
tp
allah kate kte le usaha tok ubh takdir kite
mne la tau lau kowg ubah perangai kowg
relation kowg still dpt diselamatkn kn???

ln la if ex kowg tu yg men busted kn
tp yg plik nye ag
in case yg ex dowg men busted
yg lelaki ni plak sush nk lpekn ex die tu
die plak yg xle trime
die lak yg x cri awek ln
plik3

plik kn??
haa
kowg yg lelaki nk ckp yg konon nye ade gak pmpn wt bnde yg sme kn??
ok fine
x dinafikn
tetapi
ape yg aku lihat sekeliling aku n xperience aku
kowg yg salu wt cm tu
pmpn ni akn takes time ckit
melainkn jnis yg player k
tu ln case la kn
yg lelaki ni
x player pn sme jer
plik3

huh
so
conclusion nye
i need an answer!!





Tuesday, April 26, 2011

~c.E.c.I.t.E.~

asslammualikum
hy3
haaaa
da tuko da pe yg ptot
tht is the song
huhu
actually nk cri lgu bep- juz cant get enough
tp xde o mybe x jmpe
huhu
so
dpt ni jer
2nite-enrique
huhu
enjoy it

hmmm
actually aniz gh dlm exam mood
tp
exam k x
sme je bg aku coz mlas nye x ubh pn
at least i mls nk stdy
bkn mls nk kms uma
opss
hahaha

so
ari ni br lps 1st paper
iaitu etr
so
not bad la kot
huhu
nxt paper will be on 29 then 3,5 n 7
wish me luck ye guys
:)

ape ag ek??
haaa
 i broke sum1 heart
hmmm
im so sory
but i cant make it
it is too fast for me
so
i cant force myself
so sory
n d consequence of my decision is
he left me
dun even wanna be my fren anymore
hmmm
:(
dunno y i keep hurting people who seem like really care n love me
hmmm
so,zul
im so sorry
it juz to0 fast 4 me
:(

ape ag???
haa
i kne move out from this house
coz tuan uma nk dok smule
so
da dpt uma br da
:)
but
lately ni bnyk sgt conflict dlm uma ni
asik nk gado3 je
xphm btol aku
tlg la ye
mcm budak3
oh myb sbb x matured
but plz
lau x matured jgn sush kn owg
:)
reminder 4 myself to0

lagi3???
hmmm
haa
sy da baik gn die semule
:)
mybe sbb sy da xde bf kot
so die cm ok lik gn sy
:)
ok sy senyum3 sbb sy hapy
huhu
hmmm
nk kate cm dlu tu xde la
tp die da ok gn sy lik pn sy da syukur sgt
:)
tp kdg3 sy tkot
sbb
sy xpnh stop syg die
so
bile da baik lik ni
sy cm tkot
tkot t syg ni mkin jadi3 lak
huhu
sbb sy xtau die actually cm ne gn sy skg
juz sy tau kmi da ok
:)

lagi3???
hmmmmmm
i miss ayah so much
ari tu ibu dtg uma sy gn daniel
sy bwk dowg jln3 kl jer
lupe nk bwk dowg p i-ct
huhu
nxt time la
then ari tu ibu call sy ngis3
die sunyi,sush xde tmpt nk ngadu
:'(
ape la yg aku mampu wt
aku juz le ckp gn ibu jgn ngis n kne kuat
cian kt ibu
hmmmm
ayah.kteowg sush bile ayah xde ni
xde tmpt nk ngadu
:'(
rindu ayah sgt
:'(

ni la bile xde tmpat nk cte
sume ny kt blog jer
tu pn bkn sume le cte kn
n lau nk ngis bkn blog ni le pjuk pn kn
hmmmm
but
thx for this blog jgk coz
at least ia wt sy rse lega ckit
hmmm

ape ag ek??
tu je kot
nxt3 t i cntinue yeee
bubye!!





Monday, April 25, 2011

~ l.A.m.E.n.Y.e.~

assalammualaikum
hy n halo3
lme nyeeeeeeeeeee
 x jenguk blog ni
huhu

jd cm mls lak skg ni
mcm3 jd
mcm3 nk story
tp thap kemalasan melebihi sgale nye
tp lau bab jln
x pulak mls
tu mslh tol
huhu

so
oleh sbb lme x bkk blog ni
mule3
kite tuko dlu pe yg ptot
huhu
:)
layannnnnnnnnnnnn

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

~t.H.e. E.n.D.~

assalammalaikum
:'(
aniz termat sedih hari ni
coz smlm i said it is dugaan
but today
it is the end
:'(

lps ni xde da en o mr.boyfie ag
:'(
coz we r over
not totally his fault
but the misunderstanding
n also miscommunication tu la d main reason
:'(
plus
i also
mess up everythg
:'(

wht can i say is
we hve d love 4 each other
but
ths is not our time
:'(

to mr hairil rizal abd razak
i love u
dunno whts really happen btwn kte
but this is d best way
4 us
:'(
seyesly i love u dear
im so sowi




memory

Monday, April 4, 2011

~d.U.g.A.a.N.~

assalammualaikum
:(
xtau whts really happen in my relation now
br cm few weeks ari tu sume nye ok n hapy je
but now
everything was totally change
:(

dugaan owg kate
hmmmm
but
i starting to giving up
like i dun want to fight anymore
coz only me at the battlefield
like
whateva i do
i still d one who lost
:(
so
better to surrender awl3
at least i x cedere prah

owg kate dugaan
tp sy kate
cabaran
sbb
u starting to show that u r not seyes anymore
starting to said that we can be fren cmpai tue
starting to said yg u dun know our future
hello
juz straight to d point if u not interested anymore
coz
i'll be fine!!

dugaan kateny
tp
pd aku dah bnyk yg aku bole duge
so
ending nye pn aku da le duge dr awl lgi
n now cm sgt3 bole diduge

hmmmmm
tah la
silence is not the best way to setel everything
if u stil continue to keep on silence n play save la konon
its ok
coz i'll find the way

kindda not worth it to love sum1
who dun appreciate it

hmmmmmm
dugaan lagi
:(


~h.A.p.Y. b.E.s.D.a.Y.~

hapy besday to me
hapy besday to me
hapy besday to aniz
hapy besday to me

assalammualaikum
ha,tgk kalender
skg 4 april ok
NOT my besday ok
huhu
actually besday da lps da
on 1 april
:)

actually nk ckp yg
the worst besday ever
hahaha
sbb???
xde hadiah
xde kek
xde celeb
xde cpe3
for almost the whole day mse besday tu hny di abiskn ats katil
huhuuhu
mlh mslh plak dtg bergolek3
huhuhu

anyway thx to mr.ijat
sbb usul kn idea yg sgt x bijk
pd kul 5.30pm
iaitu
turun kl
but guess what??
 i accept gak idea x bijk tu sbb bosan
at least mr.ijat teman kn sy time besday
again
thx sgt3 dear
:)

so
pendek kn story
on my besday
i met mr.ijat
n spent my lst weekend kt kl
:)
thx ijat 4 evrything u done tht mke me smile
:)


(kowg msti cm wondering3 cpe mr.ijat ni plak kn..huhuhu..i'll tell bout him later.. ;))